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food for thought?

hhmm been pigging out a lot these 2 weeks. for one, haven't been goin to the gym as often as used to/wanting to. been buzy wit the renovations. figured i'd better be there almost everyday just to show my face and create some kinda relationship wit the contractors. treating ppl good will get me good treatment too i suppose? well, so far it's lookin real good.

on another note, i think i may have been a bit too persistant lately. does this show that i'm being desperate? or simply well, just persistant? sigh. i dont know. feelings all screwed up recently. confused, happy, sad, stressed, satisfied, unsatisfied. sigh, it's so weird. wouldn't it be sooo much easier if we all had an on/off switch for every different kind of feeling we have? then we can switch them to a different band/kind of feeling too. ughhh it'd make life so much easier. then again, would life be meaningless? didnt i mention i was a confused dude? haha. yeah, persistance can be boring. am starting to think, what if this persistance i have now is just rubbing the wrong way? sighhh why is it so difficult? what if She's taking it as a drag than a picker-upper? ahhh what a gloomy paragraph.

weather's been real crappy lately. been raining 4-days straight since monday. Friday seemed real hot n weird with the weekend being hot as ever. totally forgotten about Octoberfest this year!!! what the hell man! and something's wrong with you when you think Halloween is the last Thursday of the month. DUDE! that's Thanksgiving! haha.

hmm been writing bit stuffs in my journal again. it popped up when i was looking for a lost pen about a week ago. haven't seen/writing in it for wat, 3 years? perhaps more. maybe i should start a New one again. ah we'll see. since i'll have a lot of time on my hands real soon. sitting in the office doin nothing. hopefully StarcraftII will be out then. haha... what a slacker!!!

Posted by :  gizzy  on 10/28/2007 04:59:00 PM                

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