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so empty yet so heavy...

was a real bad day today. soemone hit my car from behind in sg buloh. well, that kinda tops the BAD list for the day. hhmm drove to the mechanic n he wasnt there, had to go home in my busted li'l car to wait for him to return then go back n leave the car in his garage. didn't want to leave the car at home as the trunk wouldnt close. with all my 'stuffs' behind, it's not smart. have a feeling that his garage is safer. few people have dissapointed me today. which is quite disheartening and very eye-opening? sigh. which i really wasn't hoping to find out.

all these events start to make me ponder. is life really all there is? well, am a bit emo rite now. everything's built up to a ball and i feel like i'm much smaller than that particular ball right now. only had altogether prob 1 jug of beer. 2 mugs at Dave's wit Her and few her friends and then followed by 1 big bottle at Ming Tien with the guys. altho i was drinking ALONE, the company was pretty nice:)

Corrine Bailey Ray's playing in the background. reminds me sooooo much of her. i think it's bad. i'm tryin my best to change my perception on things. i've always been a person who always or at least try to look at the bigger picture of things. i like to say i'm a simple guy. but i think in real fact i'm not. i have all these walls built up in me, dont think ANYBODY can break through them. probably not even my ownself. now that's a problem ain't it.

recently i've been very much to myself. i think i should open up more. tlak more. yeah i think that's it. feeling sleepy. dammit! 1 jug can do this to me? i'm slacking badly man. sighh but is that a good thing?

~out~

Posted by :  gizzy  on 11/03/2007 01:26:00 AM                 (1) comments

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